Even though I have proven myself time and time again I still periodically am dumb enough to succumb to the stupidity of allowing a man to occupy my time. The dumb shit, the fuck shit of life. You give a man your all and get disrespect in return. I was doing well, focused back on my game as far as preparing a film. Enjoying the fruits of working at the greatest place on earth Little Shop Of Stories (loaded with awesome people, great books, impressive celebrity events and a monster discount). Then I met a man, fell in love and wanted to become holly housewife with a house full of babies. I don't know if I was on dope or dog food.
Regardless once again I fell for the okie doke from another fool who's in love for five minutes until the next woman he falls in love with walks around the corner, you know the type way too immature to work at a relationship. The first sign of rocky waters and he's looking for new booty until that ship sails as well. It's all good, he wasn't my first upset but he is my last.
It's time for me to love me and me alone. When I say me you know that automatically includes my baby boy. It's me and Drake against the world. I have had the luxury of working with amazing filmmakers, working in development on a hit TV show, managing a ballet, working Obama's campaign, attending fabulous private schools and being from a family of classy entrepreneurs.
The crazy part is I call myself being selective. Before this newest relationship disappointment I hadn't dated anyone seriously since my son's father (King Dead Beat Daddy Loser). I just knew my last conquest was special, I guess he is to the new chic he's dealing with, lol. One day he was telling me he was in love then not 48 hours later I couldn't get a returned text or phone call and when I did catch him he acted like I was Georgia Power trying to collect a debt. The funniest part is that he thinks I'm too dumb to recognize the signals a man gives when he's moved on to a new lover.
The Lord knows what's best though because less then a week ago me and my partners nailed a movie deal that's going to truly launch our careers. I guess even God knew this was not the man intended to take a ride on the gravy train with me. So now I'm back solo, fortunately I'm one of those people who thrives when I'm single and don't need a mate to feel secure.
Watch me shine! Till next time, as you know this is just part of the ups and downs of being a mega mogul momma.
Regardless once again I fell for the okie doke from another fool who's in love for five minutes until the next woman he falls in love with walks around the corner, you know the type way too immature to work at a relationship. The first sign of rocky waters and he's looking for new booty until that ship sails as well. It's all good, he wasn't my first upset but he is my last.
It's time for me to love me and me alone. When I say me you know that automatically includes my baby boy. It's me and Drake against the world. I have had the luxury of working with amazing filmmakers, working in development on a hit TV show, managing a ballet, working Obama's campaign, attending fabulous private schools and being from a family of classy entrepreneurs.
The crazy part is I call myself being selective. Before this newest relationship disappointment I hadn't dated anyone seriously since my son's father (King Dead Beat Daddy Loser). I just knew my last conquest was special, I guess he is to the new chic he's dealing with, lol. One day he was telling me he was in love then not 48 hours later I couldn't get a returned text or phone call and when I did catch him he acted like I was Georgia Power trying to collect a debt. The funniest part is that he thinks I'm too dumb to recognize the signals a man gives when he's moved on to a new lover.
The Lord knows what's best though because less then a week ago me and my partners nailed a movie deal that's going to truly launch our careers. I guess even God knew this was not the man intended to take a ride on the gravy train with me. So now I'm back solo, fortunately I'm one of those people who thrives when I'm single and don't need a mate to feel secure.
Watch me shine! Till next time, as you know this is just part of the ups and downs of being a mega mogul momma.
